I can't help but wonder sometimes if I'm actually growing in my walk with the Lord. I see things like my impatience, pride and just all together sinful nature come back to haunt me daily. Moment by moment sometimes. It's highly discouraging.
"Will I ever get it?"
I hear myself saying.
"When oh when will I stop loosing my patience or being such a jerk?"
My shortcomings are SO EVIDENT.
Yet He loves me all the same.
Discouraged and wondering